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6th October 2008

Lip Service Vinyl Shotgun Wedding Tie & Cumberband for sale!

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BRAND NEW with tags! All black vinyl Lippy Mens Tie and Cumberband set. Size Large but is adjustable.

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Asking $25/13 GBP + shipping.

I accept Paypal and ship worldwide from the US!

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I hate when therapists break up with me.
Okay, I know I should be happy. She feels like I don't need her I guess. We've only had 6 or 7 sessions. Basically she thinks my meds are working wonders for the Bipolar 2 diagnosis, and said she feels like it's traits of Borderline rather than the full diagnosis. She said when something is truly biological, all one may need is the medication, and perhaps a "check-up" in a year for another 6 or so sessions. Apparently people do that. Just check up and make sure things are going okay in their lives.
So, I'll save my $30/wk copay. That'll help the tremendous debt I'm in.
I do have one more session with her - instead of weekly she made it for 2 weeks from the last session. Just to be safe and make sure my moods are pretty stable.
I admit I didn't do too much talking. If she asked questions, I was an open book. Told her all the gruesome things I've done in my past. But I can't answer questions like "how was your week?" She had to probe me too much. And even then, there wasn't much there lately. There really aren't too many treatment goals to come up with right now. Before my meds, there would have been a lot. Not anymore.
Am I actually getting better?
Well, I still hate being broken up with! My abandonment trait, apparently.

Interbreeding Fertile Imaginations

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Neon Shadows )

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The Power of Love )

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Game Over )

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Explanation )

Nemi cartoon for Monday, 06 Oct 2008

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My word.

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On second thoughts...

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Ok, so another sad and boring story from me. I bet you guys are getting sick and tired of me posting whenever I feel like shit. Anyways.

I've met this girl, online, and she's living near me, it's really great to have someone to talk to. And she really seems to understand, as far as thats possible. She's so nice to me and she makes me feel special, sort of. But I'm afraid that my "craziness" well scare her or so. It's not that she doesn't know how to deal with BPD [ her best friend has got bpd as well ] but I'm just afraid that it's not fair against her to be in a relationship with me. At this point I usually try to push people away, but she told me she didn't want to go, that she wants to be with me, etc. It feels really weird and freaky. I don't want her to go away but I don't want her to stay either. I just don't know how to deal with all those feelings. Help?

Palin's witchfinder connection

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Lots of new, and some repost

[info]misscaz posting in [info]niceboots
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Still clearing stuff out, paypal preferred, will do discounts and feel free to haggle
p&p £1.50 unless stated

If you want any more measurements or photos just ask, will consider trades if you link me to what you've got, a few things need a bit of an iron as theyve been sitting in the bottom of my 'stuff to clear out' bag

Tops Galore )
repost - reductions )

Tweets for Today

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  • 00:25 Should be sleeping.... #
  • 10:10 Here goes a meeting to decide £16 million worth of business for Sun and Cutter. #
  • 15:56 Thank feck that is over with... stupid people asking stupid questions because they haven't done an ounce of research. Oh yay. -_- #
  • 17:04 Who's pig is this? Who's pig is THIS?! #
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One Tree Hill (all LP related) 01 - 08
One Tree Hill Cast 09 - 16
Harold and Kumar 2 (Vanessa related) 17 - 21
Scrubs 22 - 31
The OC 32 - 38
Mischa Barton 39 - 42
Gilmore Girls - 43 - 51
Veronica Mars 52 - 57
That 70's show - 58 - 60
Mila Kunis/Kirsten Bell (together and separate)61 - 66
Rose Mcgowan 67 - 70
Jennifer Morrison 71 - 75

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all over here

Draven, misfits slip ones

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I have a pair of these i'm selling, Don't really want to... but I really need the money :(
UK7
Only worn a handful of times.

Ever so comfy. I just look a right plum in this style of flats!
Here's a repost too :)
http://community.livejournal.com/niceboots/4986189.html

[info]deehazel posting in [info]niceboots
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direct sales

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I need it all gone..

Includes:

A whole load of clothes various labels -Spank, Cyberdog, SDL, Cybertart and more!

Kanekalon hair, dreads etc

All clothes are washed before they are sent. I post most things on Saturdays (so i can get to a decent post office!)

Prices are negotiable & include p&p

If I havent put a price make me an offer!
If you dont like the price make me an offer!

I prefer Paypal or bank transfer but will take other payment methods

stuff! )

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News!! )

Grrrr!

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I hate battling colds!

Especially when I'm in the middle of two cheese nights populated by people who think their own particular performance act/slide show/salsa dancing lesson is the most important thing going on in the world at the moment and refuses to believe you just might have more important things to do.

I want my bed.

Clear out

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Lots of things like new, just ask if there's any questions :)
Make me offers

I'll accept postal orders and cheques, I don't have paypal, sorry!
As soon as the cheque clears I will send your items (just things in the past where I've had trouble with not getting the money have made me do this)

Roving, Cyberdog, Dark Star, Jordash, bits & bobs )

Meme

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The 36 questions meme is going around again. I kind of answered it in the before-time, so you should look at my answers there.

I'm dreaming of a green Christmas [green - obviously]

[info]1ngi posting in [info]theladiesloos
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I feel so alone. Even in a room full of people, even in a room full of friends. I am in probably the best relationship of my life and if it weren't so oddly strong I know it would have crumbled a long time ago. I feel like I am testing them and I ruin anything before I can get hurt. He won't let me. It's almost harder this way. More emotions more pain.
He said its never going to be enough. He was right. There is never enough. I always feel like I am running out. 
I miss the feeling a blade use to provide.
It's hard to wake up every day when it feels like I am in a constant war against everything.
Self medicate... well fuck you I'd rather self medicate then be put on your medication.
I'm fine just fine.

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MAKEUP! Lancome, Urban Decay, Mac, BarryM and BEADS AND SCARF! )

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Anyone that bought stuff from my last selling post, everything was sent out friday.

Barbarians!

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http://www.wizards.com/files/368_Playtest_Barbarian.pdf
The Barbarian class for D&D has just been released, or at least the playtest version of it.

Geekery )

No 'marking' foes, no worrying about attacks of opportunity... just a tough-as-nails character that can hit stuff hard and keep on knocking folks on their arses. Perfect.

Of course I'd need to spend 3 feats to get platemail, but hey you can't have everything.
Actually that's a thing. Do I want to miss out on those nifty warforged feats to get this? Hmm... maybe.

A Softer World: 361

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pannagalan boots size 5

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i bought these off ebay
they came today but due to my fat legs i can not get the top 2 straps fastened

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they are brand new, no wear on the soles

i would like £45 plus postage and paypal fees
paypal prefered but i can take cheque or postal orders

Curious

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Just wondering... )

[info]zoe_df posting in [info]niceboots
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- 3 Motley Crue Albums
- 1 Tommy Lee Album
- 1 Motley Crue Hat
- 1 Motley Crue Book
- 1 London After Midnight T-Shirt
- 1 London After Midnight Video
- 1 FRUiTS Book
- 1 American Heretics Book
- 1 Polka Dot Vest/T-Shirt By Tripp NYC
- 2 HIM T-Shirts
- 1 Pair Of Underground Shoes
- 2 Rare Sweeney Todd Quad Posters Including Poster Hangers
- 1 AFI T-Shirt

Not pictured:

- Vintage Vince Neil Clippings
- Dead Or Alive/Pete Burns DVD


Read more... )
Please make offers! Paypal payment is preferred.
Thank you for looking! :)

brassgoggles temp home

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I dont know if many realise this but the Brass goggles forum has a temp home whilst the main page is being played with.

http://sparegoggles.forumotion.net/forum.htm

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I'm stealing internet!

From Durham university!

This makes me happy :)

Flat slouch boots....?

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Anyone have Something along the line of those ^?
FOR CHEAP!
or know where to get them?
please do tell =l

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Hi!am new here....i never been to a shrink,and i dnt know if i really have BPD...but i read the symptoms...and i read yr posts,and i feel just the same...i cant tell if am sick or not,cause all my friends are telling me that i just feel so cause i know the symptoms...but i think i have it!!!am so tired of thinking...

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New things and repost )

Halp!!

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Can anyone tell me how to construct a flowchart using word/derivatives of word? I have been set the task of re-writing an important document and I need to use a complicated flow chart and have it look all professional and easy to follow.

That ex is still interfering in my relationship. I want to put part of His brain on an ASBO, to get rid of her influence.

And I duly told the photocopier today that I didn't care for it's tone of voice.

So anyway, halp with word stuff would be appreciated........

repost

[info]babydull posting in [info]niceboots
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It's all got to go
please make offers, i'm skint. paypal preferred

prices include p&p but not fees.
here )

[info]missy_b posting in [info]niceboots
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All prices include UK postage and PayPal fees, comment for international shipping
rates.

PayPal is preferred but can also accept cheque or postal order.

CLOTHES, MAKE-UP, SHOES

Unique Miss Fiendish Shoes UK 5, Damned back patch, Manic Panic pencils, Cyberdog hoodie  )
BOOKS
Sandman, burlesque, J-Rock, Mick Mercer, gothic fiction, Hunter S Thompson & Aerosmith autobiography )

I also still have some rare Demonia platforms for sale, along with lots of other stuff in this post

FAO Camilla & Claire - I’m posting your packages today :)

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Poll #1273297
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All

Best way to avoid getting old

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Use the same mind over matter principals employed by one Mr. Peter Pan
5 (29.4%)

Get a portrait done of you by Basil Hallward, you know that artist Dorian Gray uses, the one he keeps in the attic
7 (41.2%)

Botox and Hair Dye
5 (29.4%)

2008-10-06: Sinfest

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Sinfest
Tatsuya Ishida

by Tatsuya Ishida

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I often feel the ghost of depression lingering, threatening to take over me. I keep vowing to fight it with every strength that I have, but I still fear that someday, it will break through and take over me completely. To me suicide has never been an option, but giving in to complete insanity and engaging in self-destruction remain my most prevalent temptations. I lost my virginity that way, and I will still protest that it was the best form of self-mutilation I ever felt; I often wish I could go back to it. The guy treated me as low as I felt and inflicted gratifying pain that I didn't have to do so. I fight the urge to drink and fuck myself into oblivion. I fight the urge to give myself into abstraction, hoping that someone will understand, yet knowing that that is an impossibility. I want to run away and leave everything behind. I want to block away all the memories and cut myself off from all the people who remind me of them, yet I am too much of a coward to do so, and this knowledge makes me more depressed.

Human Hair Weft Extensions

[info]rhapsody9 posting in [info]niceboots
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Approx "14 inches long, most colours(vibrant or natural). These are textured and blend in well with layered hair, or for flashes of colour underneath. They come mounted on 3 clips(usually black, but I can use silver instead if preferred). They can also be cut into streaks. I can include the clips separately if this is the case.

£20 pounds each. Please let me know if there is any interest. If I don't have a colour in stock, I can get a hold of it and will let you know when I have it :)

Slightly longer ones("17 inches I think) will be available soon, so let me know if you want these and I'll get some in.

~R9

a weekend and a half ...

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I went riding on Saturday morning; I was on "Laddie" who is a grey horse; I seem to get on with greys (see also 'Chestnut Mare - not getting on with'). He's very responsive and likes a good run; however he kept setting off with the wrong leg when I asked for canter so had to do a lot of work with that; he also started to get a bit insane towards the end of the hour, offering a canter a little too eagerly; however I got through it with nothing more than a few bruises and so ended my last riding lesson before the wedding. They did offer me one first thing on Saturday morning, but I decided that it would be tempting fate rather to expect not to come off and break something if I tried to fit in a hack before going to the castle.

Next I went into town to meet up with [info]necromanci for some shopping and a spot of lunch. After a jaunt around Oxford Street and both New and Old Bond Street we headed up to Camden where we met up with Lister & others for Vietnamese food.

Next I drove to Brighton. Instead of the 1h 45m the SatNav suggested it actually took nearly four hours to get there. When I arrived there was a bit of a blow on; the surf was up and 85 mph hail stones lashed the seafront. It was what the weather forecast described as a "gale". The evening quickly degenerated into a rain and vodka drenched blur; I know at one point I was in a venue set into the side of a cliff waiting for Babyhead to come on stage; but I don't remember actually seeing them play.

Things got all kinds of messy - so a good night out all round!

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Sunday I drove back to London, only 2h 30 for the return leg, but by the time I got back I was in no fit state to do much other than sit on a cushion and watch movies (Ghost Dog, Jumpers, and if there was a third it was worse than Jumpers and therefore of no interest or relevance). I also caught up with the latest episode of Merlin, which I believe was filmed, at least in part, in Chislehurst Caves?

[info]jul1et was off doing bridezilla stuff and was back too late to go out again, so we stayed in, ate a roast, and I went to sleep at about 8.30!

I came into the office today expecting a nice quiet day; my blackberry suggested I had nothing to do until lunchtime. Unfortunately my work blackberry says I have meetings from now until the end of time ... best get going then

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Depth

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The Planck length is another thousand or two pixels below the comic.

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So, (Canadian) Thanksgiving is coming up and I've been thinking about my ex a lot because it was this time last year where things fell apart. It's really hard because not many people know how invested I was in the relationship. She has completely cut off all communication